Numb

I’m numb
I don’t know what to say.
Now I know. They were right.
I trusted.
I wonder, do you even care?
You must think it’s funny. Huh?
You betrayed.
Leaving me only with some memories.
I hope they soon won’t fade.
Take blame.?
Think things will be the same?
Somehow I think it was avoidable.
No more.
I still don’t believe it. That.
No. You’re wrong. It didn’t happen.
Cheeks dry.
Without warning you spoke. Still dry.
Of all days. Today. But Why?